Wednesday, April 13, 2005
today is tuesday.. another sch day. but there was somethin more special bout today. it was fuhua's syf! after sch at 4, mi and sinying rushed to meet yanhong, munshee and jasmine at tanjong pagar mrt station.
reached singapore conference hall le. kana railed at by ms lai. wtf? hais nvm forgive her i could understand. even mr teo cant 'let' us in. sians so me and yanhong hid within monk's hill sec band and we sneaked in successfully! proud proud~
listened to many bands played.. stomach was churnin den i so scared everyone could hear lols cos the hall was quiet. den it was fuhua's turn.. we got silver. hmm all i can say is u all hav done ur best. so brush away ur tears, peeps [esp joe, melissa, winnie]. all of u can brave thru all storms de rite? i was realli surprised y yuhua got a gold onli.. saw mr chong there also. bout 3 yrs no see? btw i joined jj band.. gonna take part in their syf which is like 5th may? and we haven attend 1 practice yet.. lols. hope we can catch up yeahs??
followed them back to fuhua and went home frm there. dun intend to eat dinner so kinda incur someone's wrath.. lots of thunder and lightnin.. mayb the weather fits the mood of everyone bahs.. even mine too. btw im realli scared of thunder n lightnin. while i was young, i always cried when there were storms lols.
reached home le decided not to do my fuckin hw, kinematics. damn fuckin tired, hungry, pissed. wadever, i dun give a damn! realli sian liao.. of everythin.. sian of sch, sian of hw, sian of controllin, sian of smilin, sian of heart matters, sian of jc life, sian of eatin, sian of tokin, sian of sayin fuck. most of all sian of smsin.. cos of my fuckin idiotic hp! duh~
bday onli wad? wads the big deal? can celebrate on other days wad. yeahs.. bday onli ma. big fuck? BDAY BIG FUCK?! heartbroken. im jus a small pea~ weeping.. + hungry.. would anyone even bother to read my fuckin blog? really loathe unappreciative assholes.. and those who ONLY know how to TREASURE when things r gone.. fuck them! these suckers dun deserve respect!
lonely~ im so lonely~ i've got nobody~ on my own!!!~
[woes are ubiquitous]
I sing at 11:58 AM